Thursday, December 15, 2005
i haven't stepped out of my house for a long time and today i finally did :) was with wq. long time since i went out with her too. but it was heartwarming :) like the good old times.
anyway, yesterday night was not a very happy night. the family gathered in the dining room talking about serious stuff. now i feel like a disappointment true and through more than ever. urgh. was feeling very weird. this fear that overwhelmed. the feeling sucks. but oh well, am pretty fine now i guess.
those words sounded so scary. so scary that i could almost shiver and cry.
3 heads hung low. we frowned. but the look in our eyes was common.
love you like a sister;
11:54 pm
